[ Blinking hard to keep her tears at bay. She's not sure she even has any left to cry. ]

No... I - [ Clenching her hands. ] I, um... It doesn't really feel real, you know? I don't think it's sunk in yet. If I entered his room right now, looking for him, I... still half-believe he would be there to smile at me.

[ She inhales, the sound trembling, and wipes her eyes. ]

I don't want to give up on him just yet, I guess...