I wanted to put an end to all this, no matter what the cost! I knew I was going to die too but you know what? I didn't care anymore.

[ Both of them were livid, but... Rean was straight up desperate and he knew it. He knew he wasn't telling the whole truth, and he didn't care. ]

Because I made my choice...! I knew the consequences going in, and I knew this would be my chance. It wasn't supposed to end like this.